Oh, I love you so❤

My grandpa, got into an accident today. He fell in the mrt.. scrap his whole arm and was bleeding soo much. Luckily, he is alright now. Thank god. I was soo scared, when I saw his injuries, it just ache my heart.

Tonight, I feel so heavy at heart. everyone knows where they are heading to for their iip. Good or bad. At least they knew... I dont. I feel lik i am some rejected good. I dont even know where is my attachment going to be. I got a bad feeling, I would either end up in some wulu company or i would get myself some shitty job. Maybe, god thinks that recently he loves me too much, now its time to give me some punishment or sth. I didnt get hong kong. The fact that hurts me so much and soo deep. It did more than just breaking my heart. Will I even dare to dream again?

Dear Dream, you once gave me hope. Then, you broke my heart, you took everything away. I am leave with nothing... I dont dream now. I dont dare to. This time, dont mess with my heart. Break it, my dream will be gone, my heart will be broken, so am I.

I need a dream catcher.

All I really want, is to have a sweet escape.



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